_Lucky Strike_

ff7 - zack snippet

 

*yet again, in some strange post-post-post game reality…*

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Cloud blinked as the quiet sitting area was interrupted by the burst of noise and movement that seemed to perpetually surround his old friend. Zack waltzed-in in grand style and slapped a hundred gil note on the coffee table in front of Cid. “Ok, come on. Cough up one from your stash.”

 

“Huh?” The pilot gave him a confused look. “What the hell are you talking about, Ghost-boy.”

 

“Come on, sourpuss… I know you have to have a crate of smokes on this barge somewhere… and I’m not bumming off of Rude all the way to Rocket Town, so sell me a pack of Luckys will ya?”  The former SOLDIER happily courted disaster in calling the airship anything but the marvel of engineering that it was.  Cloud smiled behind his hand. Some things never changed.

 

“Oh.”  Understanding dawned for the blond pilot.

 

Cid stomped over to one of the junior officers standing near by and sent the youth scurrying off for the necessary item. He grumbled his way back to the couch where he was crammed in with Tifa and Yuffie, demanding that his old bones get some respect.

The ninja-girl’s comment that Vincent, being the eldest, deserved the spot instead only got her a glare.  Zack laughed at their antics, content to perch himself on the arm of Cloud’s overstuffed chair. Cloud elbowed him in annoyance, but only a little. If pressed he had to admit he didn't mind the larger man's presence at his shoulder. It was still a novelty that the SOLDIER was there at all.  Cloud slouched down a little into his chair, subtly increasing his contact with Zack's arm. Tifa and the others didn't notice, but the dark haired SOLDIER did, glancing down with a quick smile before reaching out to ruffle his hair.  "Looking good, Spike. You're starting to look like an ordinary guy again rather than the beat up remains of 'the savior of the known world'..."

 

Blushing at the almost paternal gesture of affection, he grumbled under his breath in reply. "Says the 'formerly known as Deceased' guy..."

 

Zack merely chuckled again and settled down to tease Yuffie mercilessly. He was just sharing his much-heckled opinion of how cute girls were in flowery dresses when the deckhand returned.  Teasing forgotten, he leaned back to catch the box carefully

tossed his direction. Cloud watched the able fingers stripping the plastic off the small carton and suddenly remembered another day and another pack.  "You were smoking that day in the parking lot."

 

"...'cuse me?" The dark haired man peered down at him in surprise, nearly fumbling his catch of Cid's lighter because of it.  The small plastic container bounced off Cloud's head, to his chagrin, and then so did Zack's knuckles as the man caught the

lighter on the rebound.

 

"Ow."

 

"Sorry kiddo. Didn't mean to bop you one." His friend got the butane to light on the first try and inhaled with a happy sigh. "Man I missed you my little tar-filled darlings. Now..." He looked down, "what was that you said?"

 

"He said something about you smoking in a parking lot." Tifa volunteered helpfully when Cloud tried to wave the question away. He shot his teammate a glare that she easily stared down. "What. It's good that you're remembering things, isn't it?"

 

"Yeah, I suppose."  He shrugged.

 

"Now which parking lot would this be?"  Zack leaned back and studied him. "Not the first one?"

 

"Yeah."  He couldn't meet the man's eye, feeling stupidly sentimental all of a sudden.

 

"Well shit kid, your brain's not as cracked-in-half as I thought if you can remember that... I sorta had to blot that whole year out and make it over as I went... sorry..."

 

"Nah, I liked your version better anyway."  He forgave the man with a shrug. 

 

"What happened in a parking lot?" Red looked up from where he was lounging by the window, drawn into the conversation in spite of himself.

 

Cloud sighed and stared pleadingly at his tall friend, silently begging him to at least pretend to not torture him. The shaggy haired fighter gave him an incredulous look in reply. "You remember enough to be embarrassed by it? Well damn,

boy. I'm impressed." Frowning, he thought a minute. "I don't remember you doing anything remarkably stupid... you implied that I was a fuckin' motor mouth, but that's not news."

 

"Ummm..." Cid caught the man's attention with an eloquent 'get on with it' gesture.

 

"Oh. Well. Nothing to tell really. I first bumped into Spike here sitting on that bit of wall outside the Shinra motor-pool area, you know, the one just outside the sublevel parking for building 2?"

 

The pilot blinked. "Yeah, I know it. Really, you met the kid there? What the hell was he doing standing guard or something?"

 

Cloud slid lower into his chair with a sigh, realizing it would be a long day. To his surprise, his friend took pity on him. "Actually, I never did entirely figure it out. I just saw him looking pretty glum and went over to offer a smoke and a moment's cheerful company... He in turn told me to mind my damn business and stop talking his ear off." The older man chuckled. "Given who my /other/ friend was at the time, I instantly felt I knew what the kid was all about."

 

"I have nothing in common with that man." Cloud grumbled, knowing that denial wouldn't change anything but still preferable to the alternative. Strangely, he was fairly confident Sephiroth felt exactly the same way.

 

"Yeah, well at least you don't criticise my smoking. That puts you like thirty years ahead of him in terms of mature behavior." Zack sighed. "He used to call them obnoxious-little-cancer-sticks."

 

"Heh," Cid snorted lighting up a smoke of his own. "I'd have figured that smoking wouldn't bug you guys in the slightest... being pickled with all that Mako and shit..."  He only blinked as several pairs of eyes turned to shoot him disbelieving glares for his lack of tact.

 

"What!" He blinked. "What the fuck did I say?"

 

Cloud glanced up at the man lounging next to him but didn't see any sign that the irascible pilot had struck a nerve. If anything his friend's expression was meditative. "... Actually Cid, SOLDIERs are/were more likely to get certain forms of cancer than the average guy." He grinned broadly. "I may say that I'm living proof of it. Or at least revived proof."

 

"Shit!" Cid cringed at the gentle reminder. The ninja girl reached out and smacked him upside the head for good measure. "I totally forgot, man. Sorry."

 

"No worries, Cid."  Zack stared at his cigarette in thought. "I had leukemia, not lung cancer. Big difference."

 

"Oh."

 

"You're partly right though. We don't get environment-based cancers like you would.  I could probably smoke like a chimney for forty years and still be just dandy. Even radioactive crap doesn't do more than make us a little sick.  It's the Mako, you see... It's not too friendly to outside stimulus, so things like that are a non-issue."  The dark haired man reached down to ruffle Cloud's head. The young man looked up, wondering if the gesture was for his benefit. After everything else he had been told, and had lived through, he couldn't bring him self to worry about something so alien as dying of sickness.  It seemed far more probable that someday someone would drop another meteor on him.

 

Zack left his hand there, curling gently into his unruly spikes, seeming to gather his thoughts as he did. "It's the Jenova cells that are the pisser. Highly mutagenic. That was their strength, and their weakness. Unexpected internal... irregularities... were always a problem. Bits of a person's body can just suddenly go haywire, usually not malignant, but always very sudden. My friend Pavan had a lump scraped off the back of his neck when he was 32, some weird sort of melanoma. There was a guy named Jack-something who had massive tumor take over one of his kidneys and had it removed. He was on his way out just as I was joining up."

 

Taking another long drag on his cigarette. "On average it was one case of 'something' a year in a population of around 400. They kept a real close eye on it, and kept it quiet too. Hormone fluctuations they said were the primary cause... that's why it was nothing but guys allowed in."

 

"I had wondered about that." Yuffie mused. "Were there ever any women?"

 

"Conclusive testing on rats demonstrated that the probability of ovarian cancer in females exposed to SOLDIER levels of Jenova and Mako was 99.7 percent."  He smiled nastily as the girl went pale. "Of course, Hojo was too stupid to accept that, so he tried it on a willing participant or three."

 

"What happened?"

 

"Don't know all the details. Hojo kept lousy records during his early years, even worse than his usual. As far as I can tell, the first woman died of internal hemorrhaging. The second survived the initial conditioning, and got cervical cancer and died about a year later... and then the third, who Sephiroth actually knew fairly well... She was the strongest, went three whole years before abnormalities cropped up in both her ovaries. Luckily they caught it early and through surgery and drugs were able to catch it before it killed her... however she wasn't fit for duty after that... retired with a cushy pension to Mideel or somewhere. Don't remember what happened to her after that."

 

"Don't know what happened to whom?"

 

"Julia Wessex? Remember her?" Zack didn't bother to turn around, knowing full well who had just stepped through the door behind him. The rest of the group just twitched uncomfortably and waited for the pale haired man to decide whether he meant to stay or go. The former general didn't bat an eye at the obvious way Tifa still glared at him, moving instead to the windows to look out at the  scenery whizzing by.

 

"Haven't thought about her in years... but yes, I remember the captain well, she retired to photograph shorebirds or something,  north of Mideel."

 

"Was she still alive?"

 

The pale clone turned back to look at Zack, expression thoughtful. "Yes. Well... she was as of the winter of '07... I was on her holiday card list. No idea if she's still alive now though."  He frowned. "Why the sudden interest?"

 

"We were having a discussion about Jenova cells and cancer." The dark man blandly replied. Even Cid noticed the way the taller man flinched, Zack snorted at his lapse. "Give it a rest ol'man, no-one was ever able to prove anything, you're just paranoid."

 

"Prove what?" Ever tactless, Yuffie's question was genuine even if it did provoke a room full of groans from her elders.

 

"Prove that Sephiroth was a modern Typhoid Mary." Zack explained gently. "Not that he is. That's just bullshit."

 

Cloud watched Sephiroth turn back to the windows, momentarily ignoring the lot of them. He found he couldn't blame the man, but still, if even half of what the doctors had hinted at was true. Then it was possible that his friend was white-washing something for the sake of keeping the peace.  Zack had certainly done it before.  He caught the dark haired man’s eye firmly. "... Dr. Kind said... that the abnormal Jenova cells that were probably to blame for your illness were almost identical to his…"

 

"Dr. Kind is a jealous bint."

 

"Actually, Cloud, it isn't impossible." Sephiroth didn't turn, speaking to the window more than to the room at large. "If there is exposure in large enough quantities, my cells were proven to be carcinogenic in a laboratory setting. However, it would require a significant amount of material in direct contact before there would be any risk of overwhelming even the weakest immune systems."  He looked back with a tiny smirk. "And if any of you think to try to steal or ingest several quarts of blood from me, I'll kill you."

 

"Like anyone would want to." Cid rolled his eyes in disbelief. Seeming more relaxed, the former officer snorted in agreement.

 

"Only Hojo was ever that perverse. It doesn't matter. All it means is don't expect me to be donating a kidney to anyone or anything foolish like that." Sephiroth bent down slightly to scratch behind Red's ears. The sentient beast allowed the touch, tilting his head until a particularly itchy spot was attended to. The pair had formed a remarkably congenial relationship since the clone had joined their little team. Cloud chocked it up to the fact that Red finally had someone his intellectual equal to talk to. As to why the normally aloof man would bother to seek such a strange friendship, he hadn't a clue. Maybe there was something to Zack's 'kindred spirits' hypothesis after all.

 

Sephiroth looked over at him, or more correctly, at the man perched on his armrest, and suddenly glared.  "Are you /smoking/?!"

Zack simply blew some of the sweet smelling smoke in the pale man's direction. The former general wrinkled his nose in a rare display of annoyance. "I thought you quit."

 

"I was off them for quite some time, ol'man, but I'm back on them now."

 

"It's a disgusting habit." Cloud knew he wasn't the only one startled to hear something as ordinary as a scolding coming from the normally remote fighter. Confused, annoyed, exasperated even, the white haired man looked more human than he had in days, maybe even more so then when he had emerged from the ruined base covered in cuts and grime. It was a novelty to see.

 

Of course Zack laughed in his face.

 

"Look. If it makes you feel better, it's only my third this week, and hell... before that... it's been what... /Ten years/, was it?"  The dark man grinned crazily. "I think you can cut me a little slack, ya bastard."

 

Nonplused, Sephiroth stood at a loss as to how to retaliate. Knowing he had won the battle if not the war, the dark haired man chained a new smoke onto the end of his old one, flicking the butt into a convenient empty cup before getting his last dig in.

 

"Not that I would recommend to anyone my particular method of going 'cold turkey.'"

 

"Idiot." His former commander huffed softly.

 

"I'll switch to cloves once we get to town, if that will soothe your poor nose."

 

"Do whatever the hell you want." He threw up his hands in defeat and resumed his study of the sky.

 

"Damn right I will." Unrepentant, Zack ruffled Cloud's hair once again for good measure and let the conversation turn to what they would all do upon their return to civilization.

 

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